I need a way to say what I feel,
For you to realize my feelings,
They grow stronger away from you,
Because the scars of your love won't start healing.
Your face creeps in my mind every day,
I venture away from reality,
I count down these last few days,
Hoping you will realize my loving.
This poem fails. I shouldv'e known xD I haven't written in a LONG time!
NEXT! I just wrote this one...summer has been quite a task.
Heartbreak
The tears stream down my saddened face,
As I feel your last embrace.
Knowing that this won't last,
Wondering why time had to pass.
Holding you closer afraid to part,
But I'm not sure if I should trust my heart.
Soaking my shirt as I'm down on my knees,
Asking forgiveness, just one simple plea.
I pray for you, I pray for us,
Wondering why we had to make a big fuss,
Hoping we can heal the wounds,
Hoping you know me dedication is true.
I use the same words a lot -_- Oh well!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Things Change and So Do People (Chapter 9)
She darted through the wooded forest. This time, not for her own sake, but for her friends. Her best friend. The one that was with her through thick and thin when she needed him, the one that needed her now. With that, she sped through the trees hastily. Searching high and low she found no trace of life.
Jesse stumble to the ground, her steam had drifted into paper thin air. Slowly, unpeacefully, she glided into a heavy sleep.
Run,run, fast my child,
Fore the big, great wolf is savage and wild
Glide,glide, far my child,
Find a safe haven,
You'll be okay for a while.
Her eyes shot open. Her mothers old nursery rhyme spun through her head like a bullet through the skull. It was a lie. Was everything about wolves being horrible and blood thirsty...a lie? Light gleaming from the treetops showed the entrence of morning.
Today was the day she would find Tarrzar....and them.
Quietly, Jesse listened. Tracing the forest in her mind. Listening...for a pawstep, a whimper, something. Then, she found exactly what she was scavenging for. Tarrzar must have read her mind. A howl. She had a sign!
Shew dashed west.
Jesse stumble to the ground, her steam had drifted into paper thin air. Slowly, unpeacefully, she glided into a heavy sleep.
Run,run, fast my child,
Fore the big, great wolf is savage and wild
Glide,glide, far my child,
Find a safe haven,
You'll be okay for a while.
Her eyes shot open. Her mothers old nursery rhyme spun through her head like a bullet through the skull. It was a lie. Was everything about wolves being horrible and blood thirsty...a lie? Light gleaming from the treetops showed the entrence of morning.
Today was the day she would find Tarrzar....and them.
Quietly, Jesse listened. Tracing the forest in her mind. Listening...for a pawstep, a whimper, something. Then, she found exactly what she was scavenging for. Tarrzar must have read her mind. A howl. She had a sign!
Shew dashed west.
Friday, July 23, 2010
Child Abuse
As many of you know, I am now a strong supporter of NO CHILD ABUSE. I wrote this poem to express my concern.
Silent abuse through the night,
The childs eyes show the fright,
Afraid of when the bomb will blow,
Searching for answers high and low.
Screams pierce through the moonlit sky,
You can feel the tears drop,
And the abusers guilty pleasure,
Is knowing they won't stop.
Scars of all size and shape,
Forced into her arm,
Watchers eyes show suscpicion in him,
But his show no alarm.
Silent abuse through the night,
The childs eyes show the fright,
Afraid of when the bomb will blow,
Searching for answers high and low.
Screams pierce through the moonlit sky,
You can feel the tears drop,
And the abusers guilty pleasure,
Is knowing they won't stop.
Scars of all size and shape,
Forced into her arm,
Watchers eyes show suscpicion in him,
But his show no alarm.
AN UPDATE!!!
Shannon commented on it! I can update again! Yay! I can write Things Change and So Do People again! Yay! So, for right now, I will post some of my art I have drawn. I will not post the Rainbow Lineart that is traced, that is for facebook only.
First pic: Lurifax, Entered for a contest but didn't win. Wanted to post it though. Because I like the pose xD Not for the use of ANYONE.
2: This is rainbow lineart. It's of my character Cecestay. It's her 'party look'. DO NOT STEAL.
3: My friend on dA and I's character! Our 'sister' characters! DON'T STEAL! For OUR use only!
4: My most recent personal drawing, my new fursona <3 Her name is Aphrodite. This is the last picture I drew before all the rainbow lineart I did on facebook.
5: Alma Bella, also entered for the contest. FOR NO ONE's USE!
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Things Change and So Do People (Chapter 8)
OMG guess what??? There's a vocabulary word in thissss!
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Thoughts swam through her mind, unable to keep away the curiosity.
"What will we do about them?"
"I don't know" Tarrzar answered distantly. The sun was low in the horizon as they stopped.
"Should I go get some food?" Jesse asked worriedly.
"Yes. Food would be nice."
Jesse ventured through the woods towards a calm, sparkling lake. Fish were plentiful and plump. Jesse could only see one glowing, white wolf hunting.
Suddenly, bushes rattled near her. Had the clan planned to strike again so soon? Were they just waiting for her to be alone? Pups! Small wolf pups pounced out of the foliage. Jesse strode toward the small pups, keeping her pace small and gentle.
Reaching her hand out, the pups sniffed, kissing her hand gently.
Without warning, the pups dashed past her eyes, their own clouded by a patch of fear.
A few hours later, Jesse was struggling to come back to the campsite with the fish she had hunted. As she approached the far hill where Tarrzar lay past the trees, she dropped the fish and walked back to Tarrzar. As she reached his location, she gasped. Tarrzar was gone!
They were waiting for him to be alone.
How could it happen? Why did they take him? Did they imprison him? Or kill him? The image flashed through her mind. The cold dark night, whimpers of Tarrzar in the distant but his eyes still showing no emotion. The wolves walking toward him were shadowed in the trees, suddenly appearing, red eyes, blackened fur. Running. Then, nothing.
Jesse's feet stirred, realizing she was running, she ran faster. Dashing through the thickets of trees, mud staining her unwashed face. All she wanted...
had to do was find Tarrzar. Now.
I know this chapter is kind of boring but oh well.
I won't be updating anymore until I get comments xDD Byeeee
I'm writing poems for whenever I actually feel something deep :] I might have a few coming up soooo comment!
~E
Check out this group on Shelfari <33 Jesus is worth your time! http://www.shelfari.com/groups/58706/about
Thoughts swam through her mind, unable to keep away the curiosity.
"What will we do about them?"
"I don't know" Tarrzar answered distantly. The sun was low in the horizon as they stopped.
"Should I go get some food?" Jesse asked worriedly.
"Yes. Food would be nice."
Jesse ventured through the woods towards a calm, sparkling lake. Fish were plentiful and plump. Jesse could only see one glowing, white wolf hunting.
Suddenly, bushes rattled near her. Had the clan planned to strike again so soon? Were they just waiting for her to be alone? Pups! Small wolf pups pounced out of the foliage. Jesse strode toward the small pups, keeping her pace small and gentle.
Reaching her hand out, the pups sniffed, kissing her hand gently.
Without warning, the pups dashed past her eyes, their own clouded by a patch of fear.
A few hours later, Jesse was struggling to come back to the campsite with the fish she had hunted. As she approached the far hill where Tarrzar lay past the trees, she dropped the fish and walked back to Tarrzar. As she reached his location, she gasped. Tarrzar was gone!
They were waiting for him to be alone.
How could it happen? Why did they take him? Did they imprison him? Or kill him? The image flashed through her mind. The cold dark night, whimpers of Tarrzar in the distant but his eyes still showing no emotion. The wolves walking toward him were shadowed in the trees, suddenly appearing, red eyes, blackened fur. Running. Then, nothing.
Jesse's feet stirred, realizing she was running, she ran faster. Dashing through the thickets of trees, mud staining her unwashed face. All she wanted...
had to do was find Tarrzar. Now.
I know this chapter is kind of boring but oh well.
I won't be updating anymore until I get comments xDD Byeeee
I'm writing poems for whenever I actually feel something deep :] I might have a few coming up soooo comment!
~E
Update
Hi! Okay, so, I know I haven't written a SENTENCE for Things Change and So Do People in a WHILE so expect a chapter or two in the next few days. Poems should be swarming in too! I'm doing summer reading a lot, also! I'm reading Fallen right now. Here's my list even though I know you're not interested in what I'm reading xD
1.Fallen
2.Warriors:Fire and Ice
3.Lucinda's Mountain
4.Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix
5.Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (whichever comes first xDD)
6.Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
7.Twilight
8.New Moon
9.Eclipse (which I saw last night, a-ma-zing!)
10.Breaking Dawn
and that's basically my summer reading list! Just wanted to give you guys an update so hasta lapasta!
~E
1.Fallen
2.Warriors:Fire and Ice
3.Lucinda's Mountain
4.Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix
5.Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (whichever comes first xDD)
6.Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
7.Twilight
8.New Moon
9.Eclipse (which I saw last night, a-ma-zing!)
10.Breaking Dawn
and that's basically my summer reading list! Just wanted to give you guys an update so hasta lapasta!
~E
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Poem I Wrote...
Okay, I need to know something you guys: Is my writing getting worse? I used to be able to write these big long poems but now they're short, undescriptive. Are they still creative? Just let me know if I have improved or something.
We've been away from each other so long now
We're like two people in a big abundant crowd
How do I keep going while I can feel myself slowing the pace
The tears on my cheek scream that I need to see your face
Hope is crashing down, I need to know where you are
I need to know you're okay but maybe I should lower the bar
I miss you with all my might
Without you all I can do to stay in one piece is hug myself tight....
Like I said, not long at all and not as descriptive as my others. Bleh. Just lemme know,k? (:
~E
We've been away from each other so long now
We're like two people in a big abundant crowd
How do I keep going while I can feel myself slowing the pace
The tears on my cheek scream that I need to see your face
Hope is crashing down, I need to know where you are
I need to know you're okay but maybe I should lower the bar
I miss you with all my might
Without you all I can do to stay in one piece is hug myself tight....
Like I said, not long at all and not as descriptive as my others. Bleh. Just lemme know,k? (:
~E
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