Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Things Change and So Do People Chapter 6

Hello hello hello! It's been a while since I've updated Things Change and So Do People! Here it is again!! The enemy herd should make an appearence soon and then I'll update on the code character list! Enjoy chapter 6!

The moon was a silvery sheet of silk in the starry sky. The fire was violent and alive, almost violent. Jesse knew how to build a fire. Before her mom died she went to camp with her where she took a wilderness course. Everything felt invincible then...now it seemed it was falling apart.
Suddenly, she knew why her dad was the way he was. He loved, lost, and couldn't fill the hole inside. The pieces of the puzzle were forming a big, jagged picture. She knew.
"Your father seems to mean well. He just seems lost, unknowing of what to do."
"I know."
Tears streamed down her heated face. The guilt came, following with muffled sobs.
"I can't believe I left him! I should've known to ignore it! I mean, I don't know what it's like to lose someone you wanted to spend the rest of your life with! How selfish is that?!"
She whimpered. She cried...she screamed, unable to hold back the hurt.
"You didn't do the right thing, but..." Tarrzar replied," you didn't do the wrong thing either. You shouldn't have ignored your feelings about his problems. You've lost someone you loved, too."
Jesse starred. She stood and smiled. Then, she ran into Tarrzar's deep, brown fur, burying her face in it.
"Tarrzar?"
"Yes?"
"Can I stay with you?"
No answer...
"Tarrzar?"
"Yes?"
"Are you my friend?"
"...Yes."
That night, Jesse slept peacefully, covered with fur the friends slept till morning.


Hope you liked it! Comment!
~E

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Another Poem

This is a poem I wrote last night. I can't tell you who it's for or what it's about (Although, you could probably tell in the poem). Hope you enjoy!

She thinks you're hiding it
I think I do too
These things are vital
Because I only think of you

She says you say I'm cool
It makes me feel complete
Maybe we should give this a try
You make me feel great

When you smile I could faint
But I'm scared to say
The Things you do to me
Or how I feel this way

I've never felt this way before
I can't prove it's true
Even though I'm pretty sure
I'm falling hard for you

That's why they call it a crush
That's why my heart beats fast
Whenever I see you
I make the seconds last...


I think SOME of you know who and what it's about. DO NOT TELL ANYONE. Love you all!
~Emolaylay

PS: Chapter 6 for Things Change and So Do People is almost done so be ready!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

POEMS POEMS AND MORE PEOMS

I wrote a few poems. One of them was a request! I hope you like it Corgii (just to let you know it's not about her okay? (: )
Why is it my head spins?
You're amazing in every way
You always make me smile
Even if I'm having the worst day.

I think the best while talking to you
Even though my heart's like helium
I can't live without you it seems
I would even fulfill your every whim.

You make me feel the luckiest in the world
I could never give enough to you
You tell me anything I don't deserve to hear
Now I know my love is true

Is that sweet or what?! Okay, next poem! It turned out kinda Emo even though it was supposed to be my attempt at random rhyming and if you don't get it, I do and that's all that matters (:

Love love all the time
Hate hate hate inside
Frolic through the graveyard
Cry in the meadow
Run through that big old web
And beg the poisonous widow

Beg to die
Beg to live
Beg that guy to wipe that tear
Off your perfectly round chin

Scream with the music
Whimper in the corner
Hide your face away
Go ahead and beg

Beg to die
Beg to live
Beg that guy to wipe that tear
Off your perfectly round chin

Get on your knees
Fall to the ground
Walk through the street
And beg to be found

Beg to die
Beg to live
Beg that guy to wipe that tear
Off your perfectly round chin


I kinda love that poem. I think I was depressed when I wrote it. Zayiah said when I write poems it makes it seem like I'm scarred (like emotionally), what do you think? Do you think the poems are good? Which is your favorite? Read and comment!

Sunday, May 9, 2010







Okay, I know I said no more updates until I get comments but I love these pics so much! AFTER these I am not updating until I get comments on all my new posts! So...I think I might be waiting a while....






Saturday, May 8, 2010

Funny Stuff







okay, we're back to where we started...this is my last update until i get comments on all of my new entries. here's
some funny stuff i found on twitter. one of them you have to know what went on to understand it but i thought they were funny...bye for now (and i'm not writing anymore of my series until i get comments too)






Friday, May 7, 2010

Different things...

WHY DO PEOPLE DO THIS?! THEY GO AROUND ABUSING THEIR BODIES AND THEIR MINDS JUST TO BE COOL OR TO FEEL BETTER! PEOPLE HARM THEMSELVES BECAUSE IT "TAKES AWAY THE PAIN", WHAT PAIN?! YOU ARE 7TH GRADERS! I JUST DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO DO DRUGS, IF YOU DO
a) YOU HURT YOURSELF AND YOUR MINDS
b) YOU GET CARELESS
c) ALL YOU DO IS FEEL WORSE AFTER TRYING TO EASE ANY "PAIN"
d) I CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH DRUG ADDICTS

NOT ONLY HAVE YOU HURT YOURSELVES BUT YOU'VE HURT ME! DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO SEE YOUR FRIENDS GO TO A SCHOOL THEY COULD'VE AVOIDED? DO THINGS THAT MAKE THEM LOOK COOL? ACT LIKE IDIOTS (IN THE BAD WAY)?! STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT! ): I HOPE I'VE MADE MY POINT...

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Things Change and So Do People (Chapter 5)

Hey everyone! Finally here's chapter 5! I'm thinking about making another series this one is getting kind of long. Enjoy!

Slowly fish ventured back home. Excited Tarrzar flashed a small, rare grin towards Jesse. Jesse slipped off her tennis shoes to reveal damp socks, determined to stay quiet. At last she jumped. Reaching the stone she landed soundlessly.
"Yes!" Tarrzar exclaimed.
"I did it!"
"Now you learn to hunt."
"No th-"
"Do you want to die out here?"
"N-no."
"Very well, first you must scan the water for fish and when you see a suitable size you-" Tarrzar snapped his jaw open and closed as he dove into the water to venture back up into the fresh air with a slippery bass.
The fish flipped back and forth until, with a sharp slash, the fish stopped in it's tracks.
"Your turn."
"I don't th-"
"Do it!" So she did. Jesse skimmed the water for a reasonably sized fish, unable to imagine the cruel fate the fish would end with.
Slowly, Jesse crept closer to the lake pressing closer toward the water. She opened her eyes in the water in search of fresh kill. Darting after a big, fat bass her hands swooped forward, through instinct. Jesse swiftly lifted her head out of the water to reveal the panicking bass.
"Kill it."
"I can't."
"Do you want to live?" with that, Jesse let out a sigh, smashing the bass into the stone ending it's life. Forever.

Poems (Inspired Ones)

Some of these are old and one of these I made up today...

Haters:
You hate his voice,
You hate him,
Why not be respectful,
And respect our opinion?

You don't like us,
We tend to be okay towards you,
It's like threatening us with dynamite,
But we won't tap a foot to your hating tune.

Your eyes freeze when he's seen,
You sneer is you face,
The twitch of your lip is dislike,
But we feel not one ounce of pain.

Besties!
We're as close as close can get,
We can talk about anything,
They say opposites attract,
How can that be,
When we are the same?
Some may believe that rule,
Maybe I do, too,
Although, that rule doesn't apply to you,
Best Friend.

Failure
The finish line just ahead,
I climb towards the top,
Afraid to fall,
I don't look down,
In this sea of hopelessness
Is where I could drown.

I feel hands,
Pull me down,
I want to hear the silence,
But there's so much sound.

I see dawn overpowering dusk,
My view becoming blurry by a thick musk,
As I feel my tips touch the silver ribbons of success,
My eyes can see the finish again,
But then...
I fall

SM Poem
Lies and myths blown out of your mouth,
Love taken by manipulation,
You make me want to pack my bags and head on south.

Screaming to hear your voice,
To overpower and control everything,
He seems to hate me,
It's hard to cover up this sting.

Secrets seething through the open,
Words said that should be silenced,
Fists held back,
Holding back the violence.

Practice what you preach,
Before giving the advice,
I don't want to gamble,
But you force me to roll the dice...

S Poem
How could you let this happen?
Why are you so cruel?
Taking everyone's dignity,
Making me look a fool.

Acting like you care,
When authorities around,
But the moment that they leave,
You bring my spirit's down.

Untitled
Here I am back again,
Feeling lost and lonely,
Here I am back again,
Forced to feed your every whim.

Untitled
First it's pleasant,
Then it hits,
The brain cells inside,
You start to wonder,
About your wild side.

Mistakes happen,
Abuse happens,
Manipulation begins to settle,
You're a new person,
Lost in self pity.

Your brain becomes a nutshell,
All you do is cry,
You chose a path with

The Monster
Now you want to die...

Untitled *dedicated to Shannon*
You've pushed her to the edge,
She's hit rock bottom,
Crying unable to smile,
You say you don't care, that you hate him,
But that's what upset her all the while.

I try to make her strong again,
Patching up the wounds,
Hoping you'll change your mind,
She could break again sometime soon...


Hope you liked em! I think I may start taking requests for poems if I can dig deep enough! Just tell me what you want the poem to be about! Comment saying what your favorite poem is! (:

Monday, May 3, 2010

The Poem (:

This is the poem that the guy wrote for Shannon and I

Emily and Shannon,
Spark like a Cannon,
They're best friends forever,
They're each others great indeavor,
They're one of a kind,
One's you cannot find.

Adam is their game,
Lambert is their name,
They met at RCMS,
How they did you'll never guess,
Music is their love,
Two angels from above♥

I thought it was sweet! Whataya you think?

Sunday, May 2, 2010

A guy and A poem

okee dokee so, friday this dude wrote shannon and i a poem...mrs t read it (he told me to show her) and she said he liked us! so we got into this argument and i ended up saying the dude is not the type of person that would do mean stuff to girls (i think mrs t thought i was on something when i said it). mrs t said it was the most idiotic thing i've said all year! what i meant is that the guy has his sweet moments....if you want to see the poem (gotta get his approval first) then post a comment saying you want to see the poem! bye bye!
~Emolaylay

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